Pissed on "everything"

Ok, im pissed.
Thr is a girl appearing, no-
i should say i appeared into her life.
She is the one getting all this attention, and crowd
Me?- nah
but late 2009 , yes.
Whatever, teachers, friends, and EVERONE.
yes everyone.

Now im so burden with tonnes of homework that i didnt want to do at all.
Im so bloody tired of everything
YES i repeat EVERYTHING.

Today, well after i got some time
i did a small "spring cleaning"
Then, i remember- my mom nag me once on the tissue i left behind in my pocket
So , i checked every pockets.
Then i throw them in the laundary basket.
i get no credit
YES HELL-no!!!
but what i get instead,
nagging and "chinese bad word"
WTH?
EVERYTHING yes again EVERYTHING i do seems not right

Then , my mum shouted my name
"KAaReeeeeeNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN"
Then i was like - huh?
i walked to the kitchen
THEN, my dad shouted at me again
"YOUR pen drive. WHy you put in the pocket"
then i answered -?, huh? i check every....

never untill i finished my sentences.

He shouted at me back- WHat now i saw with my own eyes YES you didnt check the pockets!!!
keep shouting at me.
My dad, yes my dad- didnt shout at me, never once
i am so bloody effing. im so sure that my mom keep nagging and he felt pissed off.
So , im ON FIRE TOO.
i walked to my room , take out my dustbin and bring to the back and tell him about the fact that i checked every pocket.
ONCE again, i havent finished my sentences and he SHOUTED AGAIN.
So, i threw the dustbin on the floor and walked back to my room.

He called my name - i ignore
He called my room phone- i plug off the telephone line
and I PUT MY HP ON FLIGHT MODE.

im so pissed off.
seriously i didnt want to act that way to my parents but
everyone has a limit - as i always say
Do not cross my line . PERIOD.

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broke down

today was a terrible day thou,
i admit it.
I broke down for some reason.
I couldn't finished my homework on time,
and it piles up , as my basic wasn't that good.
A new year, a new beginning- i shall say
i didn't revise my studies during the holiday
because i thought, i could do it this year
obvious I'm 101% wrong.

I will not success,
i will not aim
but i will give my 101 % to work hard
keep my words-

Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration.

God help me, be with me as I'm working towards my goals.

P.S Pray for Haiti victims.

Anyway i lost my NIKE water bottle ;(
Bye, RM 80

my blog is dead so am i

okayy, my blog is dead...
i'm so lazy idk why.

1st of all i am so gonna complain!!!

*eham eham , clear throats*

life in upper 6 is even much more hectic than in lower 6
Hell-yeah HECTIC

HOMEWORK!!! homework !!! HOMEWORK!!!
non-stop
we are lucky cause the tutorial and presentation is cancled
but you guys know what we get after all that mess?
MORE more MORE and more!!!
OMG- we have lecture system now
and tonnes of homework
and research paper to do.
We are having stpm, and we dont give a darn to
be expose to university life.
We just need time to rest and study.
But? Do our complains being heard by the white collar people?
NO- certainly no.
i am way too far right now.
I need to run back and keep on track as i deviated more than i expected.

Status : Away to Dataran Pahlawan
Time Frame : Long enough
Dress Code: Anyhow dress, no clothes to be worn as i grow sidewards tremendously
Geeks: ben, chiang, khai er >.< , ... ( and so on)
Chicks: me , qui ling ... ( and so on)
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Going for a movie to de-stress now.
Going to update after everything ends.
for now, bye!!!

im DEAD

im officially dead.
Having a S.A.D disease.

HE have move on, so must you
Move on , dont turn back

I think this is what i want to do-but failed.
Cried already, laugh already.
Letting it to go is like hell

He hates you,
and so do his parents, friends and everyone
cause YOU are the one cheating on him.

Okay- biatch is time to fight back.
But, Its easy to say but hard to fulfilled.

Exhausted.

i'm so tired.

Why am i this stupid?

i tried, tried, and tried.

da'rn sometimes i really broke down into tears

and i want quit.

Just accept it, i have no brain.

Form 6 is aint easy

No- for a retard like me perhaps yes!!!

If i dont work hard, what am i

what will i be in future?

tired!!! so tired.

Should i give up?

iM empty ;(

iM empty

hell-yeah!!!

brains, boobs, ass, body, face, heart . . .

everything you wished for your ideal gf.

I am me.

I am who i am.

I dont need people tell me how to be me.

I am envy of everyone.

Of every thing they did, or how they looked like.

Why must i be that materialistic?

Why can't i not be too over conscious about physical looks.

Why cant i be bright?

iM just empty.